Fumbling with Futility

By Cynthia Wilson 5/4/05
Title by Pat Manley

Reality enjoys escape,
without a purpose in life.
How can I discover,
if what I’m doing is right?
I think about all I have done,
and where I’d like to be.
But it just seems,
that I’m fumbling with futility.
The path that I’m on,
could be down the wrong road.
Why am I here,
carrying this heavy load?
I hope this burden can be lifted,
and I will know the direction to take.
Cause no one wants to live,
within a big mistake.